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[tsuki_gumi]

I have only screamed very loud once in my life.
I got scared of myself. It was scary. Nobody is anylonger caring for me. I've lost all my friends. Or I even wonder if I ever had any friends

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[michiru42]

Depression is insidious. It doesn't just make you feel bad in the moment--it makes you sure that you'll never feel good again.

That isn't true. You can, and will, feel good again. Even if you can't believe it now, you will!

[tsuki_gumi]

Thank you... but I don't believe it.

[michiru42]

Bleagh, sorry for the delay.

And I don't blame you. the depression steals that belief from you. It takes time and practice and help to believe otherwise.

Keep living, a day at a time. I can't tell you what or who will help you believe, only that it's worth the wait.

[nightshademyu]

Hello! I was just going to send you a Happy Birthday wish, but then I saw your post!

You are a wonderful person. Even though we only know each other through LJ, I can tell you are a beautiful person.

I know you may feel down, but everything will get better. Depression is not easy to deal with and it leaves you feeling helpless, but you have to try and concentrate on the good points in life, no matter how insignificant they may seem.

If you need to talk your friends are here for you! Lots of love <3

And have a wonderful birthday! お誕生日おめでとう！