I am SO angry with myself.

[trying2recover]

So I did REALLY well on my intake today. Less than 500 calories.

UNTIL I went out with friends for drinks.
I had 2 margaritas and 1 rum & coke.

I should have looked up the fucking calories before I ordered the drinks.

Yet I’m still not sure exactly how many calories the drinks have. Online, the estimated caloric value of a margarita ranges between

Comments

[raitaysil]

I'm not trying to get on your case but how is eating that much a good thing? It's not healthy hun.

[trying2recover]

You're right. You're EXACTLY right. I am not in denial at all. I KNOW it's not healthy...but now that I'm used to not eating much, when I do eat I get full so easily that I barely have to eat anything at all.

[potentowl]

Chin up beautiful <33

[ambifeeling]

you sounds so much like me. those are the exact same things i say to myself. and its scary to read writing that sounds just like me.

[trying2recover]

At least I know I'm not alone. And suprisingly, I LOST a lb!!!!!

[ambifeeling]

yeah, sometimes it just works out like that huh.

[love_war_snow]

Hugs. I hope you resisted. That sucks that you can drink three mixed drinks and not get a buzz. I think that'd make me drunk or at least tipsy. <3