What do you do when you can't make up your mind on a somewhat big decision?

I hate this indecision, gah.

I have a headache.

"Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant coffee, to unemployment insurance and library cards, to absinthe and good-hearted landlords, to music and warm bodies and contraceptives... and to the "good life" whatever it is and wherever it happens to be."