I just feel like crying to myself cause i want to say so many things and i really feel so very sacred mf my emostions ill be ok I always am ( Read more... )

Sin I think you may be the only one that reads this so for now on I think ill say what i really need to say here......

I tihnk i like Josh again this makes me want to cry

I found my old journal I feel smart considering its 9 in the mouring and I cant sleep when it seems I use to not sleep all the time wow things Change.......

so many things Change We feel new feeling and I think I may cry

So i tLKED TO THE WONDERIOUS ASSHOLE NAMED SHANE... (oops caps) he said i needed to update so here i am... well I miss my Joshy i miss him so much i use to cry but i dried my tears... i am loseing touch with everyone almost. I kkep thinking ill send my self away for a while i have been so deppressed latly I want to waste my life away... i wish ( Read more... )

lets see here .... I wanted to come out and paly so bad at bele chere last weekend when That guy was there he's hot... he offred me to come to his house sometime i found it so amusing ... i kept myself under control tho i let felicia stay her slef pretty much... Felicia has finnily learned theres 5 or 6 thats it be proud of her shes wroking on her ( Read more... )

I want to say so much god damn!! *coughs and clears throght* well than anyways ( Read more... )

I feel like playing i really need to play... i like red heads... and that skinny boy hehheh... boredom gets to you after a little while dosnt it... i need something... SOME ONE GIVE ME SOMETHING god damn..

we all have our games and we all have our ways to play them... we all are puzzles some are easy some are hard some you just want to give up on i figure people just give up on us... we seem to get pretty damn hard....

when you finnely do fall in love for good all the games stop...

They but us on meds... i dont think it will make us go away.... were needed Felicia gets to stressed and she starts going insane so with us she'll stay ok ( Read more... )

i hid alot this past week came out at night when everyone was asleep... i drained HIM all week... i think i am done now tho cause yeah i am bored... i killed thos emostions maybe permantly... i relize or no i already knew that I ddint need any of that... i like to pretend i need things ( Read more... )