yea so kyle leaves at the end of march. I'll be home soon.

I'm sitting here again. It's 3:00 in the morning. I'm tired but I can't sleep. Kyle is finally home. This weekend has been wonderful. We just sat in each other's arms all day every day. We didn't even motivate out of bed until 1 in the afternoon today. Everyday is a miracle that I get to be with him, but one thing always lingers in teh back ( Read more... )

HE IS FINALLY HOME, AND NOW I'M GOING TO PROCEED IN HAVING THE BEST WEEKEND EVAR!!!! KISSES TO ALL MY GIRLS!!

I'm sad, I'm hurt, I'm confused, I hate being a fucking military wife. I just want things to be fucking normal! I guess thats too much to ask.

today I got a job! EVeryone be thrilled for me! I need to shower, but leave me a congrats comment to make my day that much better! only 5 more days til my baby comes home! Life is great today!

Fuck the world!!! Seriously just screw it.

why? why do i always do this?

IF I KNEW ( Read more... )

so i have been sick for the past 2 days. puking, other yucky stuff and i haven't been able to eat anytying at all. kyle is telling me to go to the hospital but i just don wanna. not by myself anyway. someone leaev me some love.

Here it is 3:30 in the morning. What do you do when you wake up hysterically crying from a reoccuring nightmare, that haunts you even through the daylight hours, to no one sleeping beside you? You probably do as I do, and roll back over just to continue silently crying until you slowly drift into a state of unconciousness. But how do make ( Read more... )