I figured id through a couple of things out there, maybe help prevent the hours of thought. Unless your really close to me and i tell you like everything your not gonna get any of this (still might not get some of it)I thought id tell you now to prevent annoyance and wonder ( Read more... )

im happy

The rain came back later and it was a huge storm. A little scary but thats why i like them so much. There such a perfect mix of pain and beauty. They can make you feel so many diffrent emotions at the same time ( Read more... )

despite the thunder it was really just more of a drizzle and it didnt last very long. Also the moisture ruined that really weird humid air we have had since yesterday. It felt like a sauna outside. It was weird, especially last night, but it was unique. Now were just left with that cold air that happens after it rains but not enough to give you the ( Read more... )

he called last night... i dont know how i feel about that. Its weird that he did, but its...good(?) Maybe good is taking it a little to far. I think im ok with it. Maybe. I kinda wanted to talk to him but...i dont know if its good that he actually called. Never really got to say most of the things i wanted to say though. There's nothing that i ( Read more... )

the past couple of days have been...yeah ( Read more... )

Today was good, malled it with luara. Saw sisterhood of the traveling pants. At first we were gonna see star wars and then we decided since we werent gonna be there that long that we should se the sisterhood instead and then because of the weird smell in the theater, and the size of it, and the number of eleven year old white girls in it we decided ( Read more... )

i got sucked in

The words of the air
The words of care
The words of body, spirit, and soul
The words that console
The words of forever
The words of never
The words that I hate
The words that ate
Until I could no longer see
Could no longer be
And like the morning dew
I melted away from you

Nothing much going on right now. Going to see Sisterhood of the traveling pants or some other movie tommorow, with laura. Must plan an outing with the rest of the group soon, maybe will ask some of them to go too. Feeling better about some stuff. Feeling worse about others ( Read more... )