Well, it's been three years since I've posted. And now I'm going to post some angsty 'ness about some girl who I barely know. It will be good to LiveJournal again, though. I think that I need to explore my inner life, and blogging will help with that ( Read more... )

 "I'm drinking sweet champagne
Got the headphones up high
Can't numb you out
Can't drum you out of my mind
They're playing "Goodbye baby, Baby Goodbye,
Ooh, ooh, love is blind"
Up go the flaps, down go the wheels
I hope you got your heat turned on baby
I hope they finally fixed your automobile
I hope it's better when we meet again baby"

 when one door closes........

 first of all, let me say that yesterday was an excellent day ( Read more... )

 today is a tuesday.

in short, kaiser therapy is lame           I've been trying to get past my whole, let's not process anything and just survive....I'm not allowed to have  and express any feelings or have them validated...thing

which means that I've been trying to slowly  revisit most of the emotions that I haven't ever actually let hit me since I ( Read more... )

 "do you know what it feels like when all your teeth are falling out really slowly
and you don't even notice
and one day you realize they're all separated really far apart
and then you don't have any teeth anymore?"

"yeah"

hours ago the verdict was handed down in the Oscar Grant case. Involuntary manslaughter WTF ( Read more... )

 the past few days have been groovy and social ( Read more... )

Plus, I have been rolling around tattoo idea for the past few years...

Don't know if I'll ever do it, and I'm thinking that with all the details of the trees it would have to be BIG. 
The illustration is from one of Rudyard Kipling's Just So Stories, "The Cat That Walked By Himself"
I grew up with the stories and this one is especially fitting.

the ( Read more... )

 Today was a better day.

Although I dreamed bittersweet parting dream about said rabbit (along with forcibly being moved to Mormon cult land and having my four upper front teeth fall out in a chunk of decaying irreplaceable badness)

after I woke up it was the first non-wallowy day in a week! No crying in multiple times in the car or masochistic ( Read more... )