and you slipped out of my hands ( Read more... )

i hate everything right now. it's one of those days. seriously... i really hate everyone and everything. i just want to go to bed and never wake up again. i hate boys i hate everything and i hate every fake fuckin person i know

.it's.my.birthday.

i feel really sick and really confused and i hate how things are right now. today was one of those days where everything went wrong. i really don't know what to do or what steps to take to set everything right. there are so many loose ends in my life ... gha.

i hate throwing up.

idk. shoot me. today wasn't a good day at all.... grrr

yesterday i hung out with melinda and went to the mall and stuff. and then came home and hung out with Mitchell. then i watched movies all night it was pretty fun. today i drove my mom a bunch of places and might be hanging out with friends later. i need to run and work out sometime... well i bought Neema his valentines day stuff... i hate ( Read more... )

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i dont trust anyone at all anymore ever. until i figure out who the fuck it was. i think i know, the one person i dont want it to be. if it's him, i hate him. so fucking much.

.im so.

.pissed.

sing it to the tune of.

faggot.

faggot.

faggot.

alright im feeling really weird with a certain person ghaaaa. i dont know what to do right now and i dont really feel like doing anything. if things work out they work out if things dont then they dont. my nonchalant attitude that i thought i was faking is actually real. i honestly dont give a fuck... that's not good either. but it's what i wanted ( Read more... )