so this is good ( Read more... )

i love christmas
i feel bad i cant get everyone things
but i love baking cookies and buying candy and presents for people
and i love wrapping gifs and giving dollars to the bell wringers
and mostly
i love making the curly Qs in ribbons with scissors
pretty much.

oooh fuckign AMAZING night ( Read more... )

i work too much
but i need the moneys

and i just want this stupid SEP to be over with

and i want things to just not suck in general

im too tired to deal with anything
sick and tired

gahh

yeah. so its almost been a year since i posted here ( Read more... )

so its been ages
and i haevnt even been reading much in here
hell i havent even been online
and i dotn miss it

i miss last year
like lex said

but mainly i miss feeling infinatewoo for The Perks of Being A Wallflower ( Read more... )

slept over at ailas last night ( Read more... )

so im sure
yeah pretty positive that you dont care
that i have white socks on
with blue and green hearts

and it excites me like you wouldnt believe

so i love peter pan ( Read more... )

so this was really bad.
i had a voicemail on my phone from a number i didnt recognize.
so me beign a fucking idiot decided it must not be important. and didnt call until i remembered.
a few hours. HOURS. later.
the call was at about 1.30. i listened at 6.00
and my heart stopped.

it was my dad.
he was about crying it sounded like. all he said was " ( Read more... )