so its my birthday ( Read more... )

i soo just realized this is my first entry in january and im scared shitless cuz i turn 18 in fuckin 22 days-oh hell im excited to partay if i can well see but yeah..... ne body got ne ideas of what to do if we cant party we can still have a "party" of just friends and do w/e

omg i am like soooo having like midlife crisis- cept idk what u call it when ur only 17- im dying my hair, doing stuff i shouldnt with ppl i shouldnt, saying stuff i should but causing major drama with it, eating loads and loads, staying up way too late talking with friends, hanging out with friends all the time doing stupid shit, causing my ( Read more... )

to never be able to get ur mind off of him- u call it obsession ( Read more... )

why is it that every time you're alone the memories start flooding back and you cant get away? why is it that every time you feel like its getting better the world again turns its back on you? why is it that the tears won't stop flowing, though you know he's not there to wipe them away? why is it that everyone thinks you can get rid of the life you ( Read more... )

wanna make him hurt and cry the tears ive cried ( Read more... )

well hello my pretties- how is everyone? i am in no mood to do work so I shall bless with u my most recent thoughts, well some of them. i am quite depressed at the moment-ashley lorraine zahn/tyson lee little is no longer an item as of last nite- its weird cuz like two hours before it happened i was looking for love quotes online to make him happy ( Read more... )

so im just sitting here wondering why i put up with shit, like honestly i get myself into a lotta bad situations and then spend the next 2 weeks trying to make up for it knowing ive been an ass and stuff but honestly i just seem to be getting kinda the bad end of everything and then im the one that goes on for 2 weeks wondering if im doing ( Read more... )

i cant wait for mother fuckn college!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! high school drama is the pain of my life honestly its just pathetic college just sounds like much more fun get drunk get laid do it all over again the next day dont care about whos friends with who, whos popular whos not, who fucks who, whos in love with who, just plain having fun, no worries ( Read more... )

well well well just when u think life is getting back together and your heart is mending life throws u another curve and fucks u right back to where u were. interesting theory huh but it makes sense in my head. oh well had fun today with the team seeing just friends, pretty much laughed my ass off. missed kels and tiff tho.o yeah and meghan aand i ( Read more... )