I hate being a lil peaved with close friends. I hate missing other close friends a lot. I hate that people I met on the mountain are venturing out to wonderful and new places and I'm not. I hate working after I drink a shit ton of wine in wineshow, eat a ton at food show and then need a disco nap. I hate Bubby and Parker making out on the couch ( Read more... )

I feel crappy. Too much psychadelics lately. I swear I'm not taking anymore without an ancient chinese root called zannies to make it all better when I'm over it. I need to work and throw Jared outta Phils. I've got a lot to do. I still need hot dirty man love.

Peace Peace

So, happy birthday to Baby Laura, she's now 18, god help us. I saw Harry Potter last night. I slept thru a good 45 mins of it (trust me, still A LOT of movie left, quite long actually) and since I'm no fanatic I def got a lil lost. I'm horny as hell and there seems to be no sign of that changing. I just have never gone this long without a ( Read more... )

So, I have done all the technical things to leave here. Turned in my key, cleaned and emptied my room, and completed my last day. Now all I have to do is say goodbye to some really amazing people, spend the night with James, and cry like a baby as I drive away in the morning. I don't even know how I feel about this. It's been a wonderful ( Read more... )

So, it's snowing for the third time in like 2 weeks. It means business this time though, I think it's gonna stick. When you're just chilling out you'll just hear a howl and a fuck ton of snow blows off the roof and mixes with the other snow coming down like a frozen HELL FURY! I just sit inside, so fucking thankful I can smoke my bookie in my ( Read more... )

Oregon will be over before I know it soon. My Man and I had a lil breakage mistake and had to go to the Ole PP. Got me some plan B. YAY! I had some excellent peanut sauce out at The House of Thai in Ashland. I had a good time since we got it taken care of and I got dinner. Someone's burning popcorn right next to me and it stinks so fucking ( Read more... )

I feel so nauseous lately. I hope I spelled that right. I know I'm not pregnant, but I have no idea what it could be. No mucus, no flu. Weird. So yesterday after a night of tripping on boomers, I spent all day with hippies in Ashland and Applegate. Jazzy who is Queen Hippie Momma took Cody, Amanda, and Myself to see her pals, pick up some love ( Read more... )

He's so wipped and we both know it. He's adorable and so punk. Not the usual for me, but very nice.

"Ya have to admit it's getting better, it's getting better all the time."

I saw the REDWOODS today! I realize that everyone has gotta do their own thing, and I'm trying to do mine. I'm ok, I just needed to get off the mountain and have a lil R&R. James is my boy here now and that helps cause it's not just the sex, but someone who "gets me" and I can be normal around. Just relax and read a book next to eachother, ( Read more... )

I miss everything so fucking much. I miss everything I've ever known. I know that the people here that I'm friends with, I would be friends with back home, they're that cool. BUT- there are a lot of tools here also. Sometimes I just want to run screaming from this dorm and not look back. As I sit here there are a bunch of 18-20 yr old boys ( Read more... )