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its the new celly!

which is on may 5th btw! next friday

thursday partying and club hopping
Friday (my birthday)goin to the queen mary to see Dj Irene
Saturday Deluxe! (its a club)

and i got tickets to see Tiesto at club avalon on the 14th!

if you wanna come your welcome to... the tickets for dj irene r only 10 dollars presale

WE GO HUGE! DUH BITCH!

ever had that feeling that something is so right jus at the wrong time?! or that you were meant to have something? or be with someone?

well ive had that feeling with this one ever since we stopped goin out. Something about the situation was jus at the wrong time. And ive been talkin to him off and on a lot. if that makes sense. but we still have ( Read more... )

... for some reason was fun. which is highly unusual. maybe because i finally achieved something that i have wanted to happen ever since my first night there. JOI! and no i didnt hook up with anyone! lol.

o and my fuckin four month period of celebacy is over. its amazing when you get something that you have wanted for so long! so not amazing when ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i try, or how awesome things r goin for me. There is this part of me that gets these feelings every so often. Its gettin to the point where i dont wanna go out. i dont wanna party. i dont wanna talk and be happi for you. i simply want to sit here and mope. be in my lil moment ( Read more... )

to tell you guys that i will be doin a makeup gig with hustler within the next few weeks!
lmao wowzahz!

WAS SO MUCH FUN!
every store was like 5 levels or more!
how exciting!
pix duh
the view from our hotel!

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when i think its ok  to show you who apart of me people rarely see... some how you show me a part of you ive been so afraid of. that part that confirms every fear i have ever had. how is is that i am a complete wrong judge of character. that i couldnt see what was so obvious.

why is it that i continue to make the wrong mistakes over and over and ( Read more... )

its been a pattern of mine,
you've probably seen it before.

i would rather continue to pursue
and get hurt
than to sniff and toss out the bullshit.

thats changing little by little.
i no longer need your approval
to be happi with myself.
i no longer need to feel wanted by you
i knoe im worth more.

i saw everything you did
before you did it.
it was the same ( Read more... )

this weekend was a bore kinda. plans were screwed over because of bi-polar people.... but tell me, how is it that a 22 year old straight man will stop talkin to you because they said you yelled at them and it reminded him of his ex ( a girl). I am assuming that i scare him now. odd realli i dont remember gettin upset, but even if i did no one ( Read more... )