well things are still the same money wise ( Read more... )

Same stuff has been going on
still having depression/hyper/anger outbursts
i skipped two appointments
i dont want to deal with people, lol
ugh well home life is sorta ok, when i am home alone
lol
oh well
my family is ok and thanksgiving was nice
alright well laters
-lena

Ok, well things seem to still be the same
i need to find a job until the 8 weeks program ends

umm ive just been cleaning, watching movies, going on neopets... all that stuffs

well i dont think anything else has happened... ummm my mom hasnt been heard from
the kids are lost
ugh
later
lena

My god cousin, jessica, i use to hang out with her almost every friday.... when i was younger... she had blonde hair. She was so awesome... she knew about Sirginder...
SHE DIED OF CANCER AT 17
she had a 4 month baby..
omg im so sad

Hey, Yeah I haven't updated my livejournal for like over a month. I don't know.. I guess neopets takes up my internet time,LOL ( Read more... )

my head hurts... i don't like myself
i think i made my grandma sad cause i said i hate myself
i do though
bye

Pawz is great, she's such a fun puppy. So far she's been good around the house, she pooped once and peed once on the floor but I think she learned her lesson. OMG and I taught her how to sit already, in like 5 hours. She's so smart and I love her already! She's around 13 weeks, she's big!! I mean her pawz are huge, her head is litle, and she has a ( Read more... )

i hate everything... and everyone
cause im always angry
so thats that

i complain a lot its ao fucking fun

I really am irritated with myself today.. and i feel like fucking myself up... I am depressed.. I want to have fun with my sis.. but I can't cause I am a loser. I like seriously need help.. I need to fix myself. I need to stop feeling like this.. it hurts. I am really sad ( Read more... )

Well I was rushing and rushing to get Star Wars Knights of the old republic II beat and well after 7 hours roughly of straight gameplay ... i go and save and the xbox freezes and it now becomes my damaged file ( Read more... )