Perspective. It's really all that counts ( Read more... )

The tought makes my stomach turn, no help due to the current sickness I carry. I often wonder why I indever down the roads that I do. Being I know no control, nor will I ever. The hands of time are the answers to destinys questions. Force it untill you get blue in the face, a smidge like that mental masturbation but there's no orgasm but a chaffed ( Read more... )

ha! as it seems, when I post here, it's usually the end. a token of my life, a savor in a sense. Not many will truly understand the state of the matter, nor I for that matter. Semi lost, I guess It's to the right ration in the mixture, strong hand, white knuckle. Assumption, can't live off it. Everything is currently out of my hands, hard to ( Read more... )

Subject line : YOU ( Read more... )

Well, thankx for being honest with me even though you said these people hated me. Which is fine because people have all the right in the world but it still sucks to know. I always felt like shit when I would look on my myspace and find that most of those people on there weren't my friends. It makes me feel like shit that I have none and I am such a ( Read more... )

I always have thought if you were to converse with someone you keep it to each other. Well that is how I was brought up. Too many loosed lipped mother fuckers in this world as we know it. I know this is online but when I tell someone one thing it shouldn't be passed around like a fucking hot potato. I dont have regret for my actions, that isn't the ( Read more... )

I was there lost and confused. wondering the port area, the city scape was philladelphia. What brought me there I don't know. I was lost and trying to find something, so I made a phone call to a friend to find a place to stay a few nights at. He gave me directions on where to go yet I still wonder in a confused state. I meet up with some girl who ( Read more... )

Yesturday actually went pretty damn well considering at first I didnt even want to go get tattooed. I got a few hours worked on my wrist my TNT is pretty much comeplete which is pretty important to me. I was very tired while I was at the shop, I planned on going to sleep when I get home but ended up staying up going to dinner with my parents and ( Read more... )

You know what, you cant focus on such things. I don't know if your friend had informed you but if you get some time check out jordan's page and the new estranged guy. I am going though the same shit. Although I am not letting myself get crazy. I completely cut myself off from her down to blocking her on aim. Although after reading your bulletin I ( Read more... )

I was going to write a journal post but I have lost all thought. 2 seconds ago I just found on a friend of mine who has been out on the run with a very heavy drug and alcohol problem just has been arressted for robbery, and is suspected for another one here in naugatuck. I thought I would sleep better if I stayed up later, all I find is myself is ( Read more... )