i called shane lastngiht, but he didnt pickup. he called me back tonight.

it was really good to talk to him, and ive done so much thinking, about everything.

i know how how i feel but tonight i realaized that i could express it the way i wanted to.

im glad that hes still in my life in someway, but i wish it was back to the way it was.

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well it was a great weekend, most of it anyways. last night was the ashland gay and lesiban ball. wow, i went in drag, jessika was a whore, tori was a cowboy, maya was a stripper, and i met sooo many new people. i have to upload the pics which will take hours on dial up, but ill do it later.

lifes confusing. really.

well i told em off.

i told my parents that if things do not improve im leaving around new years.
so i guess i'll finish off the semester here, then get out.

soo i need to save up about a grand before i can do it.

here goes everything

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well i got dumped over the phone,kinda sucked. woops.

its a full moon.

test drove a new car today, and my dad might let me get it tomorrow, or some other day this week.

life is still good. im enjoying it. no work tomorrow!!! YAY!

shoot me.

lets all play queer football!!! lol.

lifes good, im not updating ha;f as much a i used to..... work controls my ife, but i enjoy it.

well im working again tonight. last night was exhausting.

im supposed to get a new car.

life is busy. really.

but im really enjoying it! tony and i are doing great, works going good, everything is on the up!