i hate feeling like shit!

ps. we both got ipods :)

i miss then nights when we would lay around an just do nothin, but still be totally happy just being in eachothers arms.....

i miss you dammit....

im thinking baton rouge

all i want is to get you better. i want to take all your pain away. i want to hold you when your crying. just knowing your in my arms, no one elses.

NO BODY WILL EVER RIP US APART ( Read more... )

so im sitting at in my friends dorm. her crazy crack head roomates friend keeps asking me if i have tampons..... "im so pissed off, and i feel like im useless" wow what an interesting girl ( Read more... )

well living in new orleans is great...

but....


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i cannot believe that this is actually happening.

im almost in a state of shock. why did i even bother coming?????????????? why?

luckily, thankfully, i had a plan B

i cannot believe that this is all happening again. this place is falling apart right before my very own eyes. all the hopes that i carried with me here, are diminishing ( Read more... )

well.... lets just say that storybook life i pictured in california, is not nor will it ever exist here.

jenna got kicked out of the house today. which she feels is totally my fault and i really do not agree with that.

im leaving, which is mostlikely what you want. there, ill give it to you.

im outta here, peace.

well i gave up alot to be here today, where i wanted to stay 2 years ago.

and now, i really dont care anymore.

wow... im over this.

hmmmm sooo no work tomorrow, im excited. im saving money, im thinking trip sometime soon!!!

well heres how its going as of right now

everything that i thought would be one way, its exactly the way i didnt want it to be,
everything that i didnt want is exactly what i got.

hmm this really blows...

party tonight, my house.