It has been a while since I really posted anything on here.  Last time I posted something I spoke about someone I thought liked me, but it turned out to be bullshit.  That's is usually the norm for me and you think i would be used to it by now.  However, that is not the case.  I spend most of my days cooped up in my room staring at a computer ( Read more... )

People tell me that liking someone I mean really liking someone is a risk. Well I found myself in that very postion. I found myself really attracted to someone but I am not sure how she feels about me. Part of me keeps building that wall brick by brick trying to reinforce it from keeping myself from being hurt. something I have felt many times. ( Read more... )

Thursday Morning about 3:00 AM, I had a bit of a health scare. I had a sharp pain in my chest and the pain felt like some punched me as hard as i can in my chest. I decided it might be better to go to go to the Hospital. I drove myself to the ER and they let me in right away. While they were asking me questions they started hooking me up to a ( Read more... )

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You know loneliness does strange things to people. I been single for over 2 Years and haven't been exactly looking for anyone. I know what I want but I am afraid of getting hurt again. This sounds bad, but it is actually the truth. My ex is a slut. I am not calling her a slut for the fact that she cheated on me and kissed some fucking loser ( Read more... )

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