i can make this private but it doesnt really change anything i still dont feel that i can write down anything. god damnit i just wish that i could get rid of all this shit!!!

hey people ( Read more... )

well it finally happened...he is gone
i dont know what to say really
i thought about things that i could express how i feel and what is going on in my mind
but none of them are right
i wish he was with me now
i feel so alone
i love him so much

i really want to just disappear

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i wish i could write down what i really want to say, but i cant. so i'll just keep it up here until it breaks me....

i really wish that i would update more. but i dont really have anything that exciting to write about. im kinda getting used to how my life is now. i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing but whatever maybe i am just finding some type of "peace ( Read more... )

happy hug day guys!

everything seemed unreal today
like i actually went out and did things but...i dont know
something wasnt right

i feel like crying, but then i dont want to because i have nothing to cry over. im sure if i thought hard enough i could think of something but why bother.

times like these i feel like i cant see a
tomorrow.....

well lets see what hass been going on in the life on ME??? really not to much ( Read more... )

so yes here i am ( Read more... )