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[tree_sick]

1. pulling out my eyelashes. they are clumped together with salt.

2. pacing in the car port. one hundred circles.

3. another scorpion in the trap. this leads to scorpion hunting with a black light.

4. bike ride in the dark. four snakes all dead in the road.

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[__intaglio__]

number one and number four. today. well, minus the snakes.
and walking walking.
why are these parts so hard?
when will we cease to be filled and emptied?
when will my insides feel like my own?

[ex_hencefort613]

when i was a kid, i pulled out all my eyelashes to make wishes. they all grew back except for the ones on the bottom right. i hope texas feels right - how long do you plan to stay?

[tree_sick]

i pick at my eyelashes when i am tired. it's really gross.

texas feels totally wrong but i almost don't mind. i am going to stay here until i can't stand it anymore or until sam decides to transfer to FIT so that i can at least live in manhattan with him & get some bullshit publishing job. right now he goes to SUNY purchase & there's nothing for me there. the problem is, i could never tell him that i want him to transfer because i'm not sure if i could ever be with someone who would do something so huge as that because i asked him to.

[hissy]

but meg, i adore you!