SORRY TO SAY, BUT IM NOT SO MUCH A PUSH OVER SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE THOUGHT- I BASE A FRIENDSHIP ON TRUST AND HONESTY AND IM NOT GOING TO LET SOMEONE MAKE ME FEEL AS THOUGH I'VE MISUNDERSTOOD SOMETHING WHEN IT WAS QUITE CLEAR WHAT HAD HAPPENED- AND IM SORRY YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU NEED TO JUSTIFY YOURSELF WITH LIES SO YOU CAN SLEEP BETTER AT NIGHT- I ( Read more... )

im not a person who hates very easily.. im not a person who acts without reason

today was horrible at work- i have never cried in my whole working life until tonight.. i was so stressed out, then i had drunk ALIA walk in lol lifted my mood up, was quite funny
after that, was tempted to go join her, but i really wasnt in the mood after that- got out at like 1am- sorry alia

i just got home from my night out with a boy- i met up with him at king street wharf and went to cargo bar and sat around talking with him all night- i think i like this boy

UPDATE-cancer kills ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i have updated here- so here goes ( Read more... )

i hate it when you think everything is slowly falling into place... to find out everyting is about the hit the fans once again ( Read more... )

well well well... it has been a while since i last wrote in here.. things have taken a reasonable good turn since the last time... mum is better, wont full recover for another 10 or so months according to the dr's, i have been getting out as much as possible lately and have met a really awsome guy... his name is Miles. He is 18, is hot, and i feel ( Read more... )

I hate this time of year... it is always depressing ( Read more... )

i wish that life was jsut a walk in the park.... i wish that everything was perfect and nothing could go wrong... yet that just doesnt happen in my life ( Read more... )