Jesus Christ, I am such an asshole. I drug Courtney, the women I love and care deeply about, down to my house at eight o'clock in the morning. I feel like such a jackass. I don't know why it happens. I love her alot and I find her so very much attractive. God, I want to kill myself. I don't know what to do other than hang myself. I don't deserve to
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