last night i hung out with two friends, from years ago. one is an ex boyfriend (if you'd like to call it that) another is just a friend. it was surreal, really. they haven't changed one bit. they have the same outlook on life, the same views, the same goals. they do the same thing, joke about what they think is funny ( Read more... )

I am starting to get my life together, a bit. It's hard work and it takes some energy but I'm keeping busy and that keeps me focused ( Read more... )

i really don't like being alone.
like, not relationship alone. just alone alone.

when im alone im sad. i dont like being sad.
i think im going to start running again.
to feel better.

I'm terrified.
and not of meeting new people, or catching up in school, or the money.

I'm scared because, I think I'll get lost looking for my classes.
and I'm scared because, I never had to be on my own anymore.

i got into sheridan.

Today I learned that...

As soon as you stop pretending everything is so bad then it will become good again.
and I'm smiling.
and it's genuine.

My lips are chapped and I'm tired, very tired. I had to sleep on my futon last night as my room is in the process of being redone, and I'm not very fond of the comfort. I was however, very warm, more warm than usual, like having a fever without the sweat ( Read more... )

I want to date Seaweed from Hairspray.

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