so, it is getting closer to the time that just about everyone that I see on a regular basis is going to know that I am trans. I am excited and afraid at the same time. I work at sbux and I really am not too worried about the partners that I work with it is more about some of the customers that frequent our establishment. There are some people that ( Read more... )

well lets see here. i just recently watched an Oprah show..yeah i know i do watch oprah. it was about the secret. it was about the laws of attraction. about how the energy you put out is what you get back. so if you are letting out negative then that is what you get ( Read more... )

well it has been kind of strange the last few days. it seems as though the changes are happening. The GF keeps asking me if I am trying to make the voice deeper. It feels like there is frog in my throat. and we are watching the worst show ever. king of craps (queens). i hate this show and someone loves to watch it ( Read more... )

it has been a minute since i have lasted posted anything. not much has changed in this life of mine. I have had my second at home injection from the GF. it is my third over all. there is little change as far as I can tell. I wish it was like this dream that I had the other night. In the dream I was like look at all the hair on my legs. it is so ( Read more... )

so tomorrow my gf and I are going out of town. I am going to be in a drag show with a good friend of mine. I have not done drag since I was in orlando in May. it seems like forever and it has been. there is a tiny scene here, but only one group and they have auditions and stuff, but I have refused to do an audition because I have been doing drag ( Read more... )

I have been so I don't know lately. I truly love my job, but in the last few weeks, probably thanksgiving week, I don't want to go. I need to work and make money, but I am tired. tired of all the negativity. it is old and i am tired of it. there is one person that brings the entire store down. he is in his 40's i think and he hates his life. in the ( Read more... )

Things are crazy here. It is getting closer and closer to the holidays. I think that we are done with most of our shopping. I have to get something for my mom. We, as in my sibling and I, were going to get my mom a corner curio cabinet and my dad a pressure washer; but there was a falling out and so I have scraped that idea. I wish that I had ( Read more... )

It is super cold outside today here in Indy. The temperature is 27 degrees and the wind is blowing at 56 mph. It makes your ears and face want to just fall right off. It was supposed to snow here, but it didn't ( Read more... )

Today I got my first injection. It was unexpected. I think that most people know when it is that they are going to get their first shot of T. I did not. It made things seem so surreal. Like it was a dream and that it did not really happen. I was at the doctor's and having my first meeting with him. The usual things were happening...blood pressure, ( Read more... )

Today was sort of an okay day. I got to work and was ushered to hurry up and clock in and start working. There wasnt a hey...how are you? that came later. after I helped to get us thru a rush without any hitches. I have been tired lately. I feel that my career is in this stand still and I need it to move on into the next level. I feel that I am so ( Read more... )