Another day
Today was sort of an okay day. I got to work and was ushered to hurry up and clock in and start working. There wasnt a hey...how are you? that came later. after I helped to get us thru a rush without any hitches. I have been tired lately. I feel that my career is in this stand still and I need it to move on into the next level. I feel that I am so close and that I can see it and touch it with a finger, but still far enough away that I cannot grasp it.
I had another session with Michael, my therapist, and it was good. It is funny how I thought that it was going to be horrible and I love every minute of it. I am not sure what is going to happen between now and the next one. I have to wait until the 7th of December. It feels like forever away. I really feel good after talking with Michael. I think that is what is supposed to happen, but you are so unsure about what is going to happen and what it is going to be like.
It is like my life is in neutral. I have little or no control over what is happening. I just sit here and watch what happens. I am trying to just take everything one day at a time. I am excited about having the next two days off. I cannot even remember when I had two days in a row off.
I had another session with Michael, my therapist, and it was good. It is funny how I thought that it was going to be horrible and I love every minute of it. I am not sure what is going to happen between now and the next one. I have to wait until the 7th of December. It feels like forever away. I really feel good after talking with Michael. I think that is what is supposed to happen, but you are so unsure about what is going to happen and what it is going to be like.
It is like my life is in neutral. I have little or no control over what is happening. I just sit here and watch what happens. I am trying to just take everything one day at a time. I am excited about having the next two days off. I cannot even remember when I had two days in a row off.