Wed. Morning

[tragnon]

This has been an odd week. Really odd

Comments

[brianna_78]

I love you. As far as the move goes, how's the job hunting looking? And do you want me to look for places in between?

[dyandros]

Getting into Realms: easy

[keadaru]

Now after a discussion with Keadaru, (which I think I handled really badly and was being mean, both to her and myself) I find it shifting again. Sometimes I think Keadaru tolerates me because we have known each other so long. She does have a place in my life, and my heart, but I need to evaluate where it can and can't go. I have loved you in my own way for 24 years

[tragnon]

I never said that there was a mis-understanding. I accept the blame for this myself. I let myself cross that line, thinking that I could settle for whatever level of relationship that I could build. Well, I was wrong. I admit that.

I also know what I have, and also what I am. Hopefully the two can go hand in hand. I'm trying to make the changes that will give B and I a fresh start.

I'm sorry if I was short last night. I felt like the world was beating on me, and I couldn't take any more. I had made decisions about where I was going, and watching them crumble as I made them. The decisions I made are still going to happen, the specifics may change a small portion.

I don't see my life as something that I can just "fix". It doesn't work like that. There are a lot of little pieces that need to be adjusted, to finally make a decent picture. The only prople that can do that are B and I. We will make it, we have to.

*End Ramble Mode*

Idea for you

[onyxhealer]

Here's a thought- how about looking on lj? You can do a search for people who list "poly" or "polyamory" as an interest... and if you have a paid account (or know someone who does, hint hint) then you can cross check people who are interested in poly with people who live in Maine or NH.

I'm almost certain there are lj communities for it as well.