I have Moved.
This Journal Contains Too Many Memories ;;
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thank you.

goodbye.

nothing left to quote except all of the meaningless dreams.

well.
i can definantly say i;m sick of how
broken i feel constantly.

oh and does it make you feel good
to constantly threaten me with the fear of
"beating my ass" because dad ;;
i got over that a year or so ago ;;

i just want something to call my own again.

it wasn;t right of me to break into ( Read more... )

don;t apoligize ;; i hope you choke && die ;

so i;m in new york ;;
and i;m hoping that within the next hour ;;
i;ll be seeing the house in Amittyville
that the movie Amittyville Horror
was based on ;;
yea so that;s the highlight of my week.

and i;m in love folks.
with a boy named patrick kamien.

and is that what you call a getaway ;;
well tell me what you ( Read more... )

so these days ;;
the summer sun seems to reflect
the beauty;s of the world ;;
and how i;m dying to be with you
but i;m so afraid
that you have forgotten me
and i just want to believe that i can call you
mine.

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okay ;; so i might be going just a tad
bit crazy with the digital camera =]

( i;m so dull without you<3 )

tell me that i;m beautiful

( you;ve got me falling fast ;; )

how was i so blessed?

i realized ;;
that in the way we connect
we are wonderful.

and i don;t ever want to loose the feeling i have.

somehow i can say i;ve never felt so right about someone like you<3

it;s all over ;; and i didn;t get to say goodbye to everyone.
all i know is i;m falling head over heals ;;
and the silence we share is golden.

here;s to trying for you love<3

As the ending of 8th grade approaches ;; the end of a chapter in my life closes.

It seems like just yesterday I was walking the tiles
that lined the small hallways of 6th grade.
I felt new and alive.
Conformity was rich in the air ;;
but i didn't care ;; i just wanted to fit in.
One boy ruled my world for those 10 months ;;
never once was I kissed ( Read more... )

im so tired.

it seems to me that 8th grade was worthless.
it;s as if a year of my life has come ;
and not one moment of it makes me smile now.
i spent my heart on two boys that never even cared.
and a third who doesn;t even matter to me.

but that one boy.
i can just think of his smile ;
and i start to tear in the eye.
what is it that was so damn special ( Read more... )