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started fast.
haven't talked to Tom. =(

eep. it's almost 7. ugh. i don't want to go to school. i'm SO tired, beyond tired. bah. it's so weird, how, when i'm so depressed, or everything I do reflects on Tom. well, it's not bad, it's like, he makes me not want to be depressed, that i'm "better" or something. it really makes me smile. like, when I'm in school, and i don't want to do my work ( Read more... )

i'm honestly, to the point where, suicide looks pretty fuckin good. I hate my weight, I hate my hair, I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate everything. the only good thing in my life right now is Tom..but, you know..It's been starting to happen that, I get so depressed, that I can't think about anything else, but dumb shit. And I'm tired of ( Read more... )

egh, yes, i know, another journal. but, then again, blurt sucks, so they insisted on suspending my journal, because i'm not 18. how fucking lame, it's not like teenagers can't express themselves, it has to be fucking adults. lame so, i was reading the paper, and there was like 3 fucking suicides in south jersey. that's so depressing, it brought ( Read more... )