Why can't things just go on without any confusion?! I come back to IWU planning on going into the ministry, but I'm just not feeling it. I mean, I still would like to be in ministry, but all of this pointless schooling is just getting to me already. I know that the Baptists church doesn't require a Bachelor's degree to become a pastor, but I'm ( Read more... )

Wow...this just shows that En Vogue still has it!! :)

Do you ever feel completely alone? I mean, here I am at school and I have no one. No one to talk to, no one to tell my problems to. I'm all alone. Here I am. I mean, I'm going through so much shit and I'm going through it all alone. I have people who I am close to who don't live near here, but no one here I can talk to. When I tried to talk ( Read more... )

Lately, it's been hitting me hard how things change. If everything had gone as planned last year, I would be a married man. Our planned date of marriage was the 6th of August. What the hell happened? What changed? She said that she loved me. I was in love with her. Why did she cheat? It's just been so hard for me. Just a few days ago, I ( Read more... )

Okay...I've waited long enough before I start doing Christmas posts and other Christmas fun stuff!! (I'll make my background Christmas soon) Hahaha!! This is my favorite holiday ever!! I've been listening to Christmas music for a while...but now it's becoming daily and louder and...more real! It's actually getting somewhat cold here!! :) It' ( Read more... )

Well...my first weekend back at Cedar Point after I quit is over. I actually survived! It wasn't all that bad. I still have my blue tag, but I'm working as a red tag. It's funny, because it's usally the other way around. :) I'm working at Wicked Twister, which is in Zone 1, thank goodness! I was worried that I might be placed in Zone 2 and ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm finally here at IWU! It's totally awesome, for real! I mean, it's going to take some getting used to, but my room, roommate and suitemates are the coolest, so that will make this year the best!! One thing that I'll need to get used to is having to go to chapel 3 times a week...that's, well...hopefully it will go well ( Read more... )

Okay...I think I have a few minutes, so I'm going to try and explain some of my newest information ( Read more... )

Well...there is some new stuff brewin' with me...as of right now, my plans are ( Read more... )

Well...I finally got to Cedar Point, then I left. It was really just too much. Too much stress, too much negativity, too much away from GOD. The environment was not a pleasant one, but rather negative. I found this out a little too late. The presence of GOD was not there, it was an evil presence, so I needed to get away from it. I am ( Read more... )