I have a job I love in a city I adore but I am leaving it in 6 months. I have many doubts about this but I am tired of not being with the one person I really truly love.
I am scared to death of being jobless and not feeling as happy as I do professionally here but I am tired of being personally miserable here.
Honestly, my life is good. This is my one big issue.
Both of you, but at this point in time it may have to be you, down the track he may have to make some big sacrifice too? hmm I can appreciate how tough it is on you. Maybe if you spent the next few years doing what he wants to do and then he should compromise and do what you want to do?
Random is RandomatomicideJanuary 20 2009, 10:37:10 UTC
I had lunch with my crush today and I had a great time!
I am left handed
I live around the corner from the beach.
I am currently watching an episode of Bad Girls and I have just set my alarm for 6:15am tomorrow. I have another one set as well for 6:45am. Yes there is logic in my madness!
I am under the impression that the guy I liked in high school is contemplating becoming a church official (like a priest but not catholic).
Really I should be feeling pretty good about it right now, but I don't. I can't. Sometimes I go through things like this and I wonder if there's something wrong with me, but then I think I'm probably just imagining that there is because there are things wrong with other members of my family. And just because I've seen it in them, I'm starting to turn everything about myself around so that I can see it in myself as well. But I don't know. I'm only just starting to freak out about a few of the changes I'm about to go through, but even though there are things I could do to make it better, I don't want to do them. I don't want to see any of my friends. I just want to stay inside and be by myself.
Fuck, I don't know why I get so worked up about shit. I should just calm the fuck down and be happy about things. fuck.
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I am scared to death of being jobless and not feeling as happy as I do professionally here but I am tired of being personally miserable here.
Honestly, my life is good. This is my one big issue.
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It will work out, trust me!
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I am left handed
I live around the corner from the beach.
I am currently watching an episode of Bad Girls and I have just set my alarm for 6:15am tomorrow. I have another one set as well for 6:45am. Yes there is logic in my madness!
I am under the impression that the guy I liked in high school is contemplating becoming a church official (like a priest but not catholic).
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Fuck, I don't know why I get so worked up about shit. I should just calm the fuck down and be happy about things. fuck.
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