I work at a preschool and I can't decide if I want to stay at that school next year, but I'm leaning towards it. I think it makes more sense for me, and will be more beneficial to me in the long run, even if it doesn't necessarily pay very well or if I'm not the biggest fan of the administration. Ideally, next year will be my last year of teaching for the majority of a decade, so I think it will be better for me to have been at a stable job. Also, we'll just repeat all of the same themes, so my lesson plans are already written. Awesome
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i'm in college i drink too often and hide it too well my childhood.. wasn't good, at all really i think that i am currently the most stable (mentally) that i have been in like over a decade and that makes me happy idk what i'm going to ~do with my life~
I've never really been sure what I'm doing with my life but I've enrolled in a Fashion Course, and it finally feels like everything is going to turn out alright!
I've had an awesome life though. No serious problems, great friends. I guess I'm just lucky. I have a BF of three years. He's not very romantic but I love him to bits.
Sometimes everything overwhelms me. My feelings lately have been getting more intense, whether they're happy or sad ones. I like anon because it gives me a break from thinking.
I'm trying to figure out how to plan out next summer and my final year of college. I might be able to go to Germany next semester if I can get language credit for it. :) I also could go back to Canada to work at the camp I worked at last summer, which would be amazing.
Also I sometimes feel like I'm going crazy. I get upset for no reason and then I hear a little voice in my head being like "you're so pathetic for being upset" and I say back to it "fuck off, there's nothing wrong with me" and I have this argument in my head until I realise I'm basically just talking to myself inside my head and feel like I'm going to explode.
Inside I feel crazy, but I swear I'm not on the outside.
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i drink too often and hide it too well
my childhood.. wasn't good, at all really
i think that i am currently the most stable (mentally) that i have been in like over a decade and that makes me happy
idk what i'm going to ~do with my life~
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I hope you figure out what your passion is sometime soon. :) It is always a fun thing to find out.
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I've had an awesome life though. No serious problems, great friends. I guess I'm just lucky. I have a BF of three years. He's not very romantic but I love him to bits.
Sometimes everything overwhelms me. My feelings lately have been getting more intense, whether they're happy or sad ones. I like anon because it gives me a break from thinking.
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Inside I feel crazy, but I swear I'm not on the outside.
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