its just after 630.... Jupe should be on his plane flying home now. I was supposed to be his ride to the airport. to top it all off i now have the added guilt that i flaked out on him and wasn't there to be his ride
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It's now Tuesday night, almost two days since the deed was done, and the pain hasn't faded at all. I'm still kicking myself for breaking up with Jupe, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me, but i know what i did was for the best. I need to work on myself so much before i can be in a relationship with somebody like him. I have to
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Its going on 9 hours since i broke up with Jupe, and i hate how i feel. I look around my room and see so many things that make me think of him. I have a small index card that he did doodles for me that i stop and look at every time i walk by my mirror. There is a shot glass that i bought him with a peso coin in it, sitting on top of the matrix
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