gph is ridiculous. living around licensed phycologists 24/7 is awful. im constantly being anazlyed and ive had too much realization. im struggling with an identity crisis amongst all the other shit im supposed to be working on.

can someone tell me who you think i am?

they had me in juvy for about three weeks, i got out on friday and it feels good to be free. i got released to my dad for a few weeks then i go to the girls probation house for 6 months starting the 13th of this month, write me it'd be nice.

Tabatha Rustin
Girls Probation House
10650 Page Ave.
Fairfax VA, 22030

nothing really been hapeining in my life as usual, i've started school and have a job and a bank account i guess that means im growing up, i wouldnt know. im still on all of this probabtion stuff and recently im on all kinds of close watch and stuff, i don't know. anyways i hope i can get out of all this trouble soon, its awfuly obnoxious and i ( Read more... )

the most amazing person i ever knew left for france today, and it rained when we said goodbye and we cried and he gave me my favorite shirt of his its grey and little and has alot of holes and he told me i could do anything and to not give up, i will probaly never see him again but i know i will never forget him.

i feel like such an empty hollow person and i bet if you look in my eyes there will be nothing looking back.

i found the webcam my dad tried to conceal and took a bunch of silly pictures. tomorrow me and austin are getting drunk all day and being outrageous in my house while the adults are working. i ate the stale cheerios againg and some baked beans that i discarded, oh and i sucked on a whole bunch of those werthers caramel things. anyways thats it. i ( Read more... )

yesteday i lost three really important things. my taper, my sidekick, and my dignity. OH LET ME TELL YOU I CANNOT WAIT TO GO TO FLORDIA SO I CAN PRETEND THIS WHOLE PART OF MY LIFE DOSENT EGZISIT EVEN IF ITS ONLY A MONTH, eugh.

everything has gone straight to hell yet again.

HELLLOOOO HOOODIA :D

today for breakfast i had a few cut pieces of cantelope (which is negative cals) and a small bowl of dried frosted flakes, thats it so far today.