it's been a long time, but i have that feeling there's a sword stabbed through me somewhere below my heart, like in my liver or so. i really like it...

i wonder who does this anymore? well, life is ok. i'm jobless, but i coach and ref soccer so i make money. it's pretty fun, but i want to get my nursing license and peace the fuck out. i hope things get better before they get worse, cause they got worse and it all went to shit. i hope this girl understands i love her, i really want to marry her, ( Read more... )

it's been great. turned 21, got wasted in ft. lauderdale with two of my best friends. played so much soccer at sports camp and im still not tired of it. got my AA, finally. lived with John in rockledge the whole time. know exactly what I want in life; from school, to soccer, to a girl. and...ill post next week. just wish me luck in preseason ( Read more... )

who havent i seen in a while? post replies plz!

I'm telling the teacher how hard I'm working to do better, I turn to walk through the door, onto a soccer field I stand, I look around wondering how I got here, and she's sitting with friends in the stands, all smiling and waving. I can't move closer to them, but I can hear her call out, telling me to try hard and do my best. This is my life, the ( Read more... )

got my bike, having some fun, hopefully i dont die.

also, i need a girlfriend :(

Tonight I was privelaged to go see the Marriage of Figaro at the Dr. Phillips studio with the Beautiful Melody. It was quite good, great singing, and not so much the 'opera' you expect from just seeing it on tv. It also had a funny story/plot. Just remember Mel, this was supposed to be taking place during Mozarts time period, the late 18th century ( Read more... )

One last thing, a soccer game. My weekend has been pretty hectic. Thursday night, soccer. Friday, yardwork until UCF. Got to see Melody before her spring break. Woke up, came home to ref from 12 to 6. slept from 7-12. Relay for life from 1-6:30. Now showering and sleeping alittle more for a soccer game at 11. Glad you made it home safe.

( Seen it all )

While I form up my thoughts and decide how I should write what I want to...I'm going to leave with a song I've started liking from the new Korn cd.

( Love Song )