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[toxicmoonfaery]

There is a reason I don't tell people things. I have single handedly fucked everything. I don't want people to have to watch what they say around me. I am not that fragile. Just don't treat me differently than others and I will never know if you have problems with me. I wish I wasn't here anymore. I am going to try to go home on Thrusday. No one

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[eabhaciar]

:( I want you here *tear*

*squirt with bad kitty bottle* No Midland!

[toxicmoonfaery]

I know I am a bad kitty....oh baby....*puppy dog eyes* don't get me all wet...

[phoenixjay]

You're being shoved aside by *one* person in this case. It seems a stretch to state that *no one* wants you to be here. I certainly do. I hope to see you at Kaya, but you've already told me you'll be leaving soon after Daybell's. Have a good one, then.

[toxicmoonfaery]

I wrote this before I talked to some people. I am doing better now. The urge to yell is still high, but the urge to cry is going away really fast. If I can't get anyone to take my friday shift I will be at either meeting or Kaya's or both depending. I will hopefully know tomorrow if that shift is taken.

[mrmrgrta83]

im not discriminating... im pushing everyone away. i wont be at ogs, like i said, and i wont be responding to most im's. I have too much to worry about without dealing with other people. I would expect that my friends would understand. and if people dont get it, then i dont see how they could possibly be my friends, cause friends are supposed to be supportive. I like you as a friend, and i hope you can understand my position. but right now, i need to focus on classes, homework, the beauracratic sp? bullshit that the university is putting me through, and work on dealing with my dad's death. Ive reached the breaking point, and rather than hurt people in an outburst, i would rather just go hermit for a while.

[toxicmoonfaery]

that comment wasn't directed at you only, though I admit it might have seemed like it.

I do want to be there for you still, but at the same time you need to tell me how you feel. I am not a mind reader and while I do know you like me as a friend, I don't know what other "position" I have to understand (it is not easy to find out that someone you like, likes one of your friends when the person you like has repeatedly told you that they don't want a girlfriend. It makes one wonder what is wrong with them...please don't get mad that I said that. It is just how I feel).

Don't worry about me, take time for yourself.

[constancewilhil]

this is meant to be funny.....all i hear is blablabla i'm a dirty whore. now please laugh