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There is a reason I don't tell people things. I have single handedly fucked everything. I don't want people to have to watch what they say around me. I am not that fragile. Just don't treat me differently than others and I will never know if you have problems with me. I wish I wasn't here anymore. I am going to try to go home on Thrusday. No one wants me around here and if that isn't the case then someone tell me why I am being shoved aside (*note this is not directed at "one" person but has to do with others that include mostly my family at home).
I want to go to Midland again. I don't want to feel safe, I want to feel things. I am sick of being protected.
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(this edit also has something above too).
I am now officially and English Minor. I just have to see Daybell tomorrow to re-sign my Major under the right section and then I can get my damn audit!
I am going home tomorrow afternoon, coming back up on Saturday, then because my mom is being a fucking bitch, Sara and I have to drive home as soon as she gets out of work at 7am so we can be back home for Easter. I really don't want to go home now, but I don't want to stay here either. Will someone please just shoot me please!!!! Okay so I really don't want to die so just injure me then I can spend Easter in the Hospital and at least then my mom will have a reason to bitch and moan about how I am ruining Easter.
Okay rant done for now. Later!
I want to go to Midland again. I don't want to feel safe, I want to feel things. I am sick of being protected.
******EDIT******
(this edit also has something above too).
I am now officially and English Minor. I just have to see Daybell tomorrow to re-sign my Major under the right section and then I can get my damn audit!
I am going home tomorrow afternoon, coming back up on Saturday, then because my mom is being a fucking bitch, Sara and I have to drive home as soon as she gets out of work at 7am so we can be back home for Easter. I really don't want to go home now, but I don't want to stay here either. Will someone please just shoot me please!!!! Okay so I really don't want to die so just injure me then I can spend Easter in the Hospital and at least then my mom will have a reason to bitch and moan about how I am ruining Easter.
Okay rant done for now. Later!