another pissed off rant, read at your own will.

[toxicmoonfaery]

What makes me so different? Why is it that people will say things to others but won't tell me those things, or they will joke around with others but apparently they can't say or do those things with me? WHY THE FUCK AM I SO SPECIAL?!!!!!! What makes me so different? I don't think I can ask that enough. And before I get any stupid jokes about "how

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[constancewilhil]

amanda, i love you. I sorry things are going so bad. i don't know what's going on around me either, but that's cuz i'm never around cuz of the School Of Music. Come talk to me anytime you like. i will listen and be your punching bag if you need.

[toxicmoonfaery]

Thanks babe, maybe you can help me figure out at least part of this latest bout of rage and depression that I have going on around me. My problem is that no one tells me things so I don't understand them and when I finally think I have something figured out the whole things gets turned around on me and I have to start all over...well that is for the part that you might be able to help with. The other stuff is just shit that has been thrown at me since before break, and it has finally made me snap.

[constancewilhil]

i see....well i am in the music building until after band which is done at 5:15, i should be around after than until 7:30 when i have to go to a concert here in the building at 8, after the concert i'm back in the building so just come down if you wanna chat. or call me if you like. gotta go to class...later

[toxicmoonfaery]

I get out of class at 6:50 if I don't catch you before that stop by if you can after your concert or give my cell a call. That way I know you are back and I can talk your ear off...