another pissed off rant, read at your own will.
What makes me so different? Why is it that people will say things to others but won't tell me those things, or they will joke around with others but apparently they can't say or do those things with me? WHY THE FUCK AM I SO SPECIAL?!!!!!! What makes me so different? I don't think I can ask that enough. And before I get any stupid jokes about "how I am so special" I am being serious so don't fucking joke around. I am sick of being the butt of jokes about things.
Yes I am a virgin; but that doesn't mean that I don't like to cuddle and be held and loved.
Yes I have "crushes"; but that doesn't mean I am serious, and that I am open to be made fun of.
Yes I like to joke around and have fun; but that doesn't mean that I like to be laughed at.
I don't know what is going on around me and it is because I am never told anything! People act like I can't hear things, or like I "don't understand things"......I fucking give up, and it is only the beginning of the week. I will be at classes, and the occasional "time to eat" at Robby. Other than that I will be in my room until someone can tell me why I am so fucking "special".
I can't wait to go home on Friday. I am so fucking sick of this place and everything going on around me.
Yes I am a virgin; but that doesn't mean that I don't like to cuddle and be held and loved.
Yes I have "crushes"; but that doesn't mean I am serious, and that I am open to be made fun of.
Yes I like to joke around and have fun; but that doesn't mean that I like to be laughed at.
I don't know what is going on around me and it is because I am never told anything! People act like I can't hear things, or like I "don't understand things"......I fucking give up, and it is only the beginning of the week. I will be at classes, and the occasional "time to eat" at Robby. Other than that I will be in my room until someone can tell me why I am so fucking "special".
I can't wait to go home on Friday. I am so fucking sick of this place and everything going on around me.