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[towyncoyote]

Instead of replying to all the comments in my last post I figured it'd be more efficient to just make an overarching reply in its own post.

A lot of you noted that I've never actually said what was bothering me, just made lots of similar posts about how depressed I was about various predicaments I find myself in. Well unfortunately what's "

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[freakylynx]

A lot of happiness seems to fall into recognizing what you have and managing expectations regarding what you don't have. I've known a number of people who have very little but are much happier than I am, I've also known a number of people who at least in some respects have so much more than I have and yet gripe and rant and feel completely cheated in life. There is no right path but... it's good to recognize that for the things you can't change, is it really worth it to let it make you unhappy in life? I know that's a simplistic thing to say and difficult to live but sometimes it's better not to overthink things in life

[kittrel]

Seems like you are dealing with a lot of very legitimate issues. Have you seen a therapist? That can be really helpful, if you're honest with them and really talk about your problems and are willing to take small steps toward bettering yourself! I have no insurance and very little income but by calling around I was able to find a place to take me on as a charity case here. The last place I lived the county actually helped me out and got me into a place and paid for everything. Getting motivated to navigate that maze can be tough - is there someone who can help you figure out where to call and get you on the right track?

[gremy]

[towyncoyote]

With the food thing...it's actually worse when I'm around other people. I prefer trying new things alone, preferably in a small room with locked doors.

Work? I have a decent job, my problem is that if I'm not interested in something, I don't try. Every job I've had I only do the bare minimum to keep from getting fired. No more, no less. I'll only work hard if my boss is hounding me, otherwise I take every opportunity to slack off. I've actually gotten so good at it that I'm somewhat proud of my skills at looking busy.

Just at this point I don't know where to take my working life. I have no education past a GED and I'm really not interested in many trades. I'd like to be a pilot I think but I can't afford the schooling, nor could I afford college to get a degree in science.

[foxxdamone]

1.) Like any phobia, your food thing will have to be overcome by exposure in small amounts. Maybe try eating other dishes that are similar to things you already like before jumping into something radical different