my father wakes up at one in the morning for work and drinks his coffee in the bathroom. i played the flute for 8 years, and was exceptionally good at it. hate onions. my dog is deaf but has an amazing ability of sensing pizza crust. i listen to soft music and like it. i'm in love with someone on the opposite coast of the united states. my first ( Read more... )

tell me please, what are we? what is our relationship, and the bigger question is, will it always be this way...

i hope the woman in the volunteer services isn't upset with me. i sort of signed out and left without telling anyone except the sweet asian girl i met last week. i didn't feel well and i just told my unit (that doesn't want me, or have anyyyything for me to do EVER) that i would go back to the office and see if i was needed for anything and said ( Read more... )

she chose noah.

i was nervous about it, i dont know why. you weren't there, and when you came around had nothing to say. its becoming harder and harder to fake a friendship with you ( Read more... )

i am so worried i might cry.

p.s. i was eating fried cheese sticks and a chicken salad from the pizza shop as i watched super size me. the irony!

last night, very late, i'm laying in bed watching tv and just falling asleep. all of a sudden i get this sharp, shooting pain in my sternum and up under the center of my ribs. it wasnt my heart, and wasnt heart burn, and i could feel it more intensely when i moved or layed on my side. it got to the point where i was in tears and was afraid to stand ( Read more... )

i look at pictures of you and instantly i remember the flowers your brought me, your interest in astronomy, the gloves and hat you wore when you met me in the mornings, your passion for film, the strange things you had glued to your dashboard, just every single fucking memory that i've ever forced from my mind comes rushing back with full force. ( Read more... )

i want to go somewhere, somewhere far. on my own, or with someone else. i dont care. it needs to be spotaneous, and fun. we can take a bus, we can take a car, it doesnt matter. i have to get out of pittsburgh for a while ( Read more... )

what about me says, "irresponsible, wrong-doing twelve year old" ? according to my family, that is what i am. currently, i am the most fucking responsible person i know. but yet i am confined to the bullshit rules my parents make up on the spot because i am soooo young and irresponsible ( Read more... )