Why do I still feel like this, even when it was almost 7 years ago:
It's just that even in my head, in my own fantasy world where I am awesome and made of win, I'm still the stopgap, the one who's there until he finds someone better to love or gets who he actually wants. And I want "my" boys to be happy, it just never seems to be with me. Because I ( Read more... )

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The conclusion has been come to that I am in fact a 13 year old fangirl. This is not surprising in any way, shape or form.

My current obsession is One Direction.
It's sickening. I spend my time stalking the tag on tumblr. (tumblr of all things, I'm not getting one, I'm just not.) I read the fanfiction. Admittedly, I read the fanfic of everything ( Read more... )

It's funny how things can tie together. On friday I was thinking that I wanted champagne after watching the season 1 finale of Dead Like Me and then Bastian and his sister were drinking it and offered me some. And yesterday I finished reading a book about race (well a coloured baby born to white parents due to one of them not knowing they had a ( Read more... )

My writing in here is remarkably sporadic. I only ever seem to write when I have something to squee about or stress about ( Read more... )

So I have been in Peru for 32 days and so far I have ( Read more... )

I don't know how to be anything other than a student. I don't want to leave uni but that's more because it's safe and I've got friends here. There are so many people that once I graduate I'm never going to see again ( Read more... )

I've changed from a couple of months ago. I don't want to stay in St Andrews any more, although I really want to do the MRes still. I'm fed up of uni and I don't have the contacts to do what I want as a job. Hopefully this summer will change it a bit but I have no idea. I don't know any of my lecturers/supervisors etc well enough to get really good ( Read more... )

I'm so looking forward to summer now, although I'm acutely terrified. I got my ORCA internship so now I'm spending 10 weeks in Peru. I spent an atrocious amount of money on flights. I'm flying from Manchester to Lima and on the way back I'm going to spend 4 days in New York. I've never been to America so that's exciting. But the entire thing is ( Read more... )

So I ate waaaaaaaaaaaay too much last night. We had a feaste followed by a banquet. It was awesome and very very very tasty but sooooooooo much food. It also started with apple pie. And liquorice root is interesting. Plus my dress was gorgeous ( Read more... )