Sometimes a person's character is all they got. I know I've got issues but if someone rips on mine I could usually care less. They don't know me because I don't let them. When someone I care about lays into it though, someone I love and trust...well, that can make you feel a little dead inside and not worth anything.

Ellen>Ericka

Hmm, not many people post on here anymore...not that I have been. But yeah, I pretty much only post on MySpace now so if anybody wants to keep up with me that's where I'll be.

Last night I went to CJ's. After a few beers I decided to leave. Then when I was on my way to Jared's Becky called me and asked where the hell I was. Megan and her just got to CJ's and I kinda felt bad because I told then to come and I wasn't even there. So, I got to Jared's and we decided to go back to CJ's and have ourselves a time...Burns ( Read more... )

Well, I got back in from Door County last night. It was quite a weekend. I finally got to see my dad and mom's place in Sturgeon Bay. It was pretty nice so I might plan a trip up there with some friends soon. Now, basically the whole point of this weekend was to fish. The problem was that I drank so much every night that when they tried to get ( Read more... )

Tomorrow after work I'm pretty much leaving straight for Washington Island. I'm pretty excited. I need to get away. I need to let my mind rest. I need to do lots of thinking. I need to get drunk ( Read more... )

Bah. I hate work. The past two days I've gotten harassed by two different bosses for not doing a damn thing wrong. Not to mention I was off the clock both times so they had no business saying shit. Whatever. I signed up for the photo department today for hopefully some more money and also to get away from both of those assholes. I realize I ( Read more... )

So this is the entry that will explain to anyone who doesn't know what has been going on with me this past month. Right before Ericka left for Alabama, I found something out. It really hurt, although for her respect and privacy I won't go into detail. What she did do was break a promise to me. When I found out I had told people right away that ( Read more... )

So yeah, this week was the week of the Boone County Fair. Every year it seems to get more and more boring, but every year I find myself going. It used to be that you could show up at 4 in the afternoon and hang out with about 20 different people. Now if you show up at 9 pm you might see only a few you know and chances are you probably don't even ( Read more... )

So I got really drunk earlier and I'm still feeling it a little bit. The party was fun and I was having a good time, but then I let my personal shit get the better of me and all of a sudden I was pretty much down the rest of the night. I've still got a lot of thinking to do and I'm carefully weighing out all my options. Two weeks ago I had no ( Read more... )