my heart went away at 9:40 this morning. he is dead and i will never be able to talk to him again.

i'm out of high school!

i hate it. it's not fair. i don't even know how to start. i got a call on the bus today, my mom was crying and i asked what was up. she told me my brother's tumor came back and wasn't responding to the chemo. i feel horrible they estimate one year to live. they only have one type of chemo that could possibly help him now, and they aren't sure if ( Read more... )

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ok... well i'm at a crossraod... wow this is so cheesy... but anyways.. i need help. i have the choice of moving to san diego and going to school and working full time to rent a place to live with a promised job, and a promised place to live. or i oculd stay in santa cruz and go to school full time and work(thank god i have my father bless his ( Read more... )

i am alone.

ok i know i haven't writen in a while. i haven't had the chace, i was too busy with school to do anything else, and it turned out i stressed myself out the whole year for nothing, but that's ok. I didn't get into college i got denied by three of them just based on the fact that i was an early graduate. i'm dropping calc as of tomorrow and my ( Read more... )

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hey people.. i know i haven't written in a long time... so i thought i'd stop by and say hi... ummm 4 more months exactally until i graduate today.... and i take my drivers test on tuesday.... umm my brother is better he and gayle are ingaged if i didn't already say that. my sister just spun out on the fish hook and ended up in a ditch... and now i ( Read more... )