just got a new journal. Sick of the old one. so here it is. dejected_tear

This entry is dedicated to Amy because she told me to dedicate it to her. haha. I love Amy! She cracks me up. So anyway.

I have come to the conclusion that everything signifigant that happened in my life in the past year happened 11 months ago. well for one thing. Today is 11 months but you knew that and I dont want to cry anymore so Im not going ( Read more... )

I want to go home. My back hurts and my head. Im going to the chiropracter this afternoon because my back is hurting worse than it was back when I had to have all those test done to figure out I had stinosis. But Im glad Im going to the chiropracter maybe he will make it better. Doubt it but I can only try. Im really tired too. I want to go lay in ( Read more... )

On My Own- Barlow Girl ( Read more... )

() snuck out of the house
(x ) gotten lost in your city (sorry, guilty!)
(x) seen a shooting star
() been to any other countries besides the united states
() had a serious surgery
(x ) taken a shower with a member of the same sex (When I was little. pervs)
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
() been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done ( Read more... )

Well Im talking to Amy, Autumn, Andrea, Charlie, Jill, and a few other people. I love Autumn! She is so sweet! I mean the others are too but ya know. I mean shes SO sweet! I remember in like 1st, 2nd, and 3rd grade we were inseperable. Those were the good days. Before when decided we had to be cool and be cheerleaders but that you didnt have to be ( Read more... )

I dont really have much to say. I havnt talked to anybody today or yesterday. Except Bek but I had to leave a few minutes after she called so I couldnt talk long. Im sorry Jaylynn I didnt call! Your number is in my mom's cell phone and it was dead. So I didnt have the number or I swear I would have called. I will sometime I promise ( Read more... )

I hate everything. I hate having these feelings. I hate feeling like I have nowhere to run. I mean Im not like depressed like I was last April but Im just blah. Let me get this out once again for like the fifth time. Patricia Kelley committed murder. Twice. She needs the death penalty. Im sorry but that whole thing ticks me off. Anyway. I really ( Read more... )

Okay sorry about this if it aggrivates you or anything but here goes ( Read more... )

This weekend will be the longest, most boring weekend ever. My parents left for Branson this afternoon and Brandi has to work Saturday, so I have to go stay with my Grandma and my Aunt Friday night and Saturday all day. It sucks.

Im so confused lately. Like I mean there are things bothering me yes but its like nothing makes sense. NOTHING!

I was ( Read more... )