As my ipod went missing with the moving out of Anthony, an upgrade I made.

With a little donation to help fight aids & a convenient match to my treasured bikini for summer 2008 my new lover, Mr. Miyagi arrived from China today. Happiness abounding I skipped & twirled for the FedEx driver I see nearly daily. I can't tell you the amazing feeling it ( Read more... )

So, I'm an adult now.

Anthony & I broke up & he moved out the day before my birthday ( Read more... )

WHEN: 3am
WHERE: in bed
WHO: Me & Anthony

ME: Oh my god. I just realized my birthday is 2 weeks away. Thats so sad.
ANTHONY: Why is that sad?
ME: It's the end of my childhood!
ANTHONY: Um, baby, you've graduated college twice, you work 8-5 everyday, &your boyfriend lives with you.... your childhood is LONG GONE.

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself ( Read more... )

( This is my draft apparently )

Every time I set out to write an entry I start it the same way, "I don't know what I'm doing"

I don't. It's unfortunate my mom suddenly wants to put her foot down on every move I try to make. She doesn't realize the impact. She doesn't realize she keeps pushing &in 4 months I can run. I can get out. &I want to get out more than anything. I need to ( Read more... )

Just when you think the bad guys dead
he jumps up &grabs your gun.
Just when you think it's time to run to your car
it starts pouring again.
Just when you think you've cleaned up
someone made another mess.
Just when you think you're done with him
you have a relapse.

shit.

It's like I'm 15 again
with the fuckup who tries &gets himself deeper
I'm the good girl
the good girl for them
can't change them
can't get them on track for the long run
they'll always be the way they are
but I'm in love &just can't fight it.

Brian has been out of town for two weeks
my car broke down on campus week 1
our sewer explodes week 2

Anthony has been sick
working his two jobs
from 7am-12am
6days a week
&I cant help but be needy

joy.

Scrappy's into S&M

So Devin broke the register at the game - she has like two feet of register tape hanging from the top because she cant get it to feed back through. Scrappy comes up &is being SUPER lame so we're giving him shit. He proceeds to grab the register tape &pullllllllls it a good 15 feet or something. Naturally Im like "SCRAPPY! Thats ( Read more... )