how does one deal with ...oh crap just how? the internet is too useless for this conversation

one day left. spent the entire night sewing my final jacket and pants for patternmaking. the jacket has secret pockets, and the sleeves convert into 3 different kinds of sleeves, including the straightjacket sleeve(hehehe ( Read more... )

found a fly in my coffee yesterday just as i was about to buy it. i shrieked, and thus i am not a real goth, lol. the young asian guy tried to make me feel better by drinking my coffee wuth the fly in it, but that just made it worse. called chris. he is so unhappy ...with his life, and the "lack of direction",i miss him so much, but cant see him ( Read more... )

met a guy named Raine, whom i actually met 2 years ago, but aparently he was too shy/scared to come up to me ever since. hes a really cool guy, whos visually facinating; hes got tattoos on arms, finger, back, stomach and boy part(i saw a picture)also, piercings in all the above mentioned parts. lol. u could always hear him arrive, by the jingling ( Read more... )

ok, so today chris awesomly surprised me by taking me to a dita von teese show(finally in new york ( Read more... )

20 days left

so today i got josephine's letter in which she said i sound "physically unwell" juging by my livejournal entries...PHYSICALLY UNWELL???!!THAT S MY MIDDLE NAME!!!lol. seriously. in other news, cant take any more of this crap, pretty sure chris is really mad at me, and also, hate everything

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yea, lots of nonsence, drama, and random hanging out with pple. in other news, apparently, good sex makes me forgiving to all. hmmmmm....im such a hoe, lol

last nite i saw my little hamster moving about his cage with barely enough energy to move. Chris told me that its better the hamster falls sleep, cuz hes about to die. and true, at night he died. i just buried him in a vicks vapor rub box. its only appropriate, since the hamster was spanish. now i dont want any pets for a while. too sad.