I"m probably not what I should be. I know I'm not what I could be. I'm definitely not who I want to be, but I know I'm not who I used to be! I don't wanna be the boy who laughs the loudest Or the boy who never wants to be alone Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end No pain Inside But how do I feel this good sober? I don't ( Read more... )

i just open "Pandora's box" releasing all the evils ( Read more... )

how long do i have keep pretend that iam happy and ever going be ok and have brave face and thing going be ok when i know it not that i keep get thet short end the stick like keep the raw end of the deal it is so hard to deal with it so painfull to see other people happy when there so nasty to see a girl with guy and she how bad he treat her ( Read more... )

Do you Believe? Do you Fade like a Dream? deliver me into my fated and run away before i know my smile was taken long ago yhe air round me still fells like cage ( Read more... )

for the longest time now and not once ask any thing for any thing in return i had help everone done ever thing in power to make sure ever one i meet is happy do thing i to nice friend went out my own way to make sure that person i meet had what ever they need when need it to be happy i hate to see any unhappy it kill me see it when have ( Read more... )

i just want to write it mark my word i will not spend other v-day alone agin this year the last big changes comeing soon just u watch mark this date down that y iam writeing so i can rember saying it

believing you are undateable, unloveable, undesireable and worthless is a tough thing to understand cause u do not know why it happening

if someone told me if i loss everthing you dear to you can be with greatest preson you ever meet would u do it . i would say hell yea in heart beat small price to pay what about you if someone told u that

i did not write this but i thought it was great i do this a lot ( Read more... )

i'm dying inside i'll make it in the end
i hate what i am love is stupid and controls my life
i've turned bitteri'm sick of ever thing
i have accepted defeat