Fuckin' hate New York. Fuckin' hate cities...I don't wanna go back.

This is not an easy day.

I'm going home again for a couple months this summer - June and July probably. It occured to me the last time I was home for more than a week was two years ago. I think it gets to me because of the nature of my work...if I had a regular job to concentrate on it would be easier for me to focus on my life here. With being an actor (and temping as ( Read more... )

I should update this thing more often - you know, besides when I'm just depressed and mopey. I last said that I didn't get The Lion in Winter in Vermont...well, apparently I didn't get it because they wanted me for Of Mice and Men. So I went up to Vermont, was generally well liked and praised for my performance, and they said they'd like me back ( Read more... )

I didn't get The Lion in Winter up in Vermont which means essentially my career is where it was a good six months ago.  That is to say, abosolutely nowhere.  This gig at Wings Theatre is going to be so mediocre...I can just feel it in the very depth of my soul.  More soul-sucking temp work to come and I can't even get home for Thanksgiving this ( Read more... )

Got a gig at Wings Theatre in a good play, probably with shitty actors. Off-Broadway.

Waiting to hear for a better gig up in Vermont.

Hopeful.

That is all.

Man, I'm tired ( Read more... )

I dunno how this happened, because I honestly don't think the play is that great. I also get singled out as one of four actors mentioned from my cast. Hurrah ( Read more... )

Well, the shit play opens in two days. Here's the kicker: It is in this amazing, amazing theatre called Bank Street Theatre. Lord almighty, I didn't think I would be acting on such a fine stage this early out of school - 90 seat theatre. It's fucking incredible. To bad the play in it is awful ( Read more... )

My life is shit. I have no agent, I'm in a fucking AWFUL - AWFUL AWFUL AWFUL AWFUL play. This is the worst piece of shit I have ever wasted my breath on and there is no reason for it to be in the world ( Read more... )