Part 1: Struggling ( Read more... )

Today was cool. I met up with Michele Rod and we went shopping at Valley Fair Mall. She bought a Belle (from “Beauty & The Beast”) wand for Elaine. We went into the Discovery store, or something, and played with these little remote-controlled Rokenbok™ dump trucks. It was cool. Then we got ice cream and she made me this super-tiny origami swan ( Read more... )

I am hyper!! This is so cool!! I am bouncing around my room!! I just listened to “Innocent” by Our Lady Peace twelve times in a row!! I love that song. It makes me so happy just listening to it! Tomorrow I am hanging out with Michele Rod. Woohoo!! Oh yeah, her name is spelled with one “l.” Haha, her favorite Poptart™ flavor is Brown Sugar ( Read more... )

Just a quick note about my LiveJournal. Each entry is written when I feel a certain way. Some are horribly sad, others are hyper and happy. Life is strange. Humans are strange. It's funny how the most important things to you can cause you the most problems. Friends especially. Really weird things happen with friends, and it really screws ( Read more... )

I wrote this journal while it was actually happening, so I say things that I don't mean because I'm angry or because I'm only looking at negative things ( Read more... )

Vignesh had his birthday party today and I actually had a lot of fun. Mainly because I made it fun. I was just really hyper. The first half of the party, Steven, me, Andrew, and some other people played hackey sack with a shoe. We were actually really good at it, better than with a hackey sack! We got really hot, so we took off our shirts. I ( Read more... )

One last thing to add to negative stuff. My friends seem not to like me talking. Everybody gets mad at me for complaining. People are hypocrites. I hate that. I have a right to complain! Anyway, I am thinking positively now ( Read more... )

This journal kind of started on a negative note. Just so that you know, I am not a depressed psychopath. I guess I have very extreme moods. Sometimes, I get really sad and I feel like shit; other times, I feel very happy and I think about everything in a good way. Today is a good example. The past two years have had their ups and downs, but ( Read more... )

This is the first time I’ve actually sat down to write a journal. I normally don’t like these things because I always used to think they were for attention, but I think that’s what I need right now. For those of you who don’t really care to read this, DON’T. But if you care enough to listen to what I have to say, go on ( Read more... )