i have no job, my mum pays for my living, food, and everything else with the money she gets from her new job, teaching little kids spanish. i wish i could have gotten a job by now. im going to try to not buy as much weed. i think i have bad stress, and it may be because i feel guilty of being so priveleged by having such a caring and wealthy family ( Read more... )

lately ive been romanticizing the idea of moving back to england a lot. especially since i have heard how awesome it is from cody and ian. i only know england from the perspective of a child, i dont remember a lot. culturally, i'd say im even more argentinean than british since i spent my pre-teen and adolescent stages in buenos aires, i only lived ( Read more... )

getting drunk, high and barred out while listening to hellkrusher, e.o.m, bolt thrower, entombed, terrorizer, plf and amebix = way of life, and hanging out with your best friends and talking ( Read more... )

im getting my hopes up... i need to do this. this needs to happen for me.
gotta stop backing out.
hope everything turns out as planned.

my laptops up and running, i lost all my files though unfortunately.
i think i have bronchitis, i get it every year so this must be it.
i did some chatting to ppl, seems like im not completely alone.

golan and eric are gone... really sad...
i fucking hate dwelling on the past but i feel like i should have done something during this one time, and i feel stupid for not acting now
now i need to keep on moving forward, not let anything slow me down

time goes by too fast. i felt there was a lot of ppl "missing" last nite at golans party. i think it was cuz eric wasnt there.
shit, being alone fucking sucks
school shit due next week...

i got some bees and takling to my friends made myself make me feel good.
hopefully im getting a job with kori at this coffee shop. i need to hand it in tomorrow.
the weeks over! i am actually doing my readings!
and i get to smoke a lot at the same time.
wussupppp

despite a lot of shit thats being happening to me lately i am content with my life. i like the freedom i have and i love my house. i have a lot of things to look forward like the dissent show with Witch hunt, sanctum (austin and dallas only) and the unit 21 show with mother speed ( Read more... )

dont have my bike, my laptop broke, didnt get the job, dont have money, my classes got fucked up, im really lonely, i miss cody