I have no reason to be writing anything here. I haven't written anything in here in three years. It's been since I went to the Philippines. A couple weeks after you started dating Bill. But here I am, writing. I supposed it was because I was really curious what you did here. You said you get all "emo" up in this bitch. I didn't really see it. I was ( Read more... )

Greetings from the Philippines. It's crazy here. Be back by the 23rd. Peace.

I have a mere five days until I leave for the Philippines. All I feel right now is my scuffed up knee. I fell into a ditch as I was trying to get to the side of the road. I probably shouldn’t be walking around at night in unlit areas. I’ve been walking a lot lately. I’ve been talking a lot lately. I think it’s funny when I hear myself giving advice ( Read more... )

Life is such a fun experience. It’s been quite some time since I’ve talked about myself. I feel I must apologize. Of course, not many might be too worried about me. I’m alive and well. I’ve got nothing much to complain about. I think the only bothersome aspects of my live dwell in my work life. It’s becoming quite annoying to a degree. The work ( Read more... )

I got up earlier today and dropped off some RedBull at Ashley's. We were up late texting last night and I figured she might needs some caffeine to get through the school day. I was too awake to go home and back to sleep after that, so I went and had breakfest in town. I chimmed in on a conversation these two old guys had about music today. They ( Read more... )

How do you deal when your current situation is rather depressing? I've bounced back from things. I've overcome and climbed back to the highest peak. I got knocked down again. This time I sent the waters in motion. i supported and encouraged the change between her and I. It's killing parts of me. I want to go spent time with her. Hang out and be the ( Read more... )

Can't save myself for marraige now. I've never really complained about it. Or at least consciously. But yeah... things are good right now. So good.

I'm not dating Ashley anymore. We talked about our situation today and she felt she couldn't date a coworker. At first I was really bummed out. Physically just depressed. It hurt a little. But then I came to think of the positives. There are always positives, people. I love you all.

What a crazy fun night. First I see and fantastic pair of bands, Nada Surf and Guster. Guster is brilliant. They have a new convert I say! Then after the concert I call up Ashley and talk all the way from Powell to Estacada. Then I just stop by her house to hang out with her and her mom. I stayed there for a while. I just got home around 2:45. Yup ( Read more... )

"Personal preference is deceptive."